Thanks Chuck

Say whatever you want about Valentine’s Day, it doesn’t mean jack if you’re single. Sure you can console yourself and say I can always celebrate the love I have for my family and friends. Yup do that. Don’t get depressed and sad just because you’re alone on Valentine’s Day.

Even better, print out a photo of your favorite actor (mine being Jim Parsons from The Big Bang Theory at the moment) and make that your Valentine. Sure it’s all in your head but who cares right?

Safe celebrating. Mind the booze. Wear protection.

Happy Valentine’s Day.

* above vanity card is from Chuck Lorre, producer of The Big Bang Theory. Season 5 Episode 16.

This Is The New Year

So this is the new year, and I don’t feel any different. Death Cab For Cutie.

Okay. I do feel a little bit different. For starters, I spent New Year’s Eve with my good friend Cindy. She’s adorable and has the most awesome outlook in life. She said, “Do whatever you want as long as you are happy.” There’s more to this line than simple hedonism. “As long as” shows that for every action there’s a reaction. Cause and effect. In other words, choose wisely. Think before you act. What you are about to do might seem to be a precursor to happiness, or it could be the end. Huyyo mind-fuck sungguh innit?

 

Me

 

So today I woke up at 2pm after spending time talking stories with Cindy, in between actually managing to hug the legendary Jakeman from Hitz.fm, who came to KK to spin a set. It felt like being in one of his weekend midnight shows on radio. He put on Selena Gomez’s “I Love You Like A Love Song” and the young crowd went crazy singing along to the peat peat peat peat part. It was interesting people watching, everybody looking Korean, some of them could be Korean, and so handsome and pretty.

 

DJ Jakeman

 

Woke up and found myself wishing for noodles. So walked around and found a nice restaurant and ordered seafood noodles. It came with a small bowl. I got a bit confused. Should I eat straight from the claypot or from the porcelain bowl. Bowlception I tell you.

 

food

 

Before the late lunch I bought a bag. Was out walking about and saw this deep blue bag looking so alien next to dull pastels and it called my name. It did. It said, “Jannah, take me home.” So I did. Only after purchasing it did I realized the handle part looks similar to my dream bag, the emerald Mulberry Taylor bag that Serena Van Der Woodsen had when she went out for lunch with cousin Charlie in LA. I know I can’t afford the real deal, so coming as close as I can to the dream bag is already one step forward in my book thank you very much.

 

 

Voir

 

Then I went to watch Sherlock Holmes, Game of Shadows. Robert Downey Jr at his most adorable self and Jude Law being his so serious it was too cute. These two make a great pair. The energy between them, or could be the amazing scriptwriting, was captivating. My movie experience however was a bit disrupted by this 5 year old kid in the row in front of me who kept looking behind (one time I clapped my hand and gave him the sit down properly stare and it quieted him down for about 5 minutes.)

 

 

But drama begets drama and I want to watch the drama on the big screen so I ignored the kid and absorbed myself into the world of Sherlock Holmes. Guy Ritchie really do know how to make Guy Movies. Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels was only the beginning. Here’s to more Holmes installment in the future. And Dr Watson too, of course. After that a quick stop to the bookstore to look for Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s Sherlock Holmes books and found two volumes of The Complete Novels and Stories. Hey 20% rebate! Thanks! Gonna slowly digest the stories during my lazy weekends in the hutan.

 

Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

 

That’s just about it I guess. For 2012, I wish to write more. In the immortal words of my Guru Mr Neil Gaiman,

May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you’re wonderful, and don’t forget to make some art — write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself.

Freedom

The freedom to choose whichever colored socks you wanna wear because it’s your feet and it’s your choice and it’s something you can control.

Other people’s opinions or responses when seeing your different colored socks, those are not within your control. So just shrugged it off and say, “It is what it is.”

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Since I’ve been making such a big fuss over November 11, 2011 being the last binary date 111111 I get to see in my lifetime, unless of course they figure out cell regeneration and immortality, I should write something in this here blog. Because I can.

Today has been okay.

Spent the day taking photographs of school kids in colorful shirts marching for their respective schools. We had the Zone 4 Inter School Sports Day and this year my school gets to play host to the event.

Our school won first place for the marching competition. They worked hard preparing for the march, practicing some wicked moves aside from the usual making sure the feet and the hands were in alignment.

My Year 5 students looked so happy when they were announced the winner. It’s lovely how sports have the power to unite people. Power of positive collective energy.

I didn’t get the approval for the KL transfer I wanted. Received the news yesterday via an impersonal Tidak Diluluskan written in red Times New Roman font.

It broke my heart.

I told myself when I applied that I should not make such a big deal out of it. Hope crashed into tiny pieces are not productive. Sadness too. I gave myself a day to wallow because it’s 11th of November the next day and on a special date one should not wallow in self pity.

I think I’m gonna be okay. Next year my Year 5 will be facing UPSR and it will be a personal challenge to myself as their class teacher. I’ve been following them since they were in Year 4 and have seen them grow in front of mine eyes. Wish I could follow them into high school even. Great bunch of spirits, naughty sometimes, but I’d be more worried if suddenly all of them get all quiet in the classroom, zombified.

The point is, I’m heartbroken for not getting the transfer, but wound heals over time, and scabs dry.

One more year. What is time anyway? The only time that should matter is Now, and right now, I think I’ll be okay.

Cars

I don’t have a driver’s license. Nor do I know how to drive. Abah wanted to teach me one time after SPM but I didn’t really care much about driving then.

In Maktab Shoba tried to teach me the basics. Where’s the break pedal, the gas pedal, how to hold the hand break. That was just about it. She was more scared of me injuring the both of us by ramming into the dormitory’s wall. Fun times.

I usually take the public transportation. Hail a taxi, go to the nearest LRT station, then go to the designated destination. Busses are fun too. In KK I take the bus whenever I can. Or I’d walk from the Center Point end to the Suria Sabah side.

Kota Kinabalu is not that big really. Everywhere is just a walk away. Except 1Borneo. A taxi from KK town to 1Borneo would cost RM25. Pretty sure that’s illegal extortion. A shuttle bus cost less than RM2.

Anyway, I should get one. I did sign up for an L license a few years back. Went to the talk, didn’t go for the road rules testing afterwards. Call me Queen of Procrastination. Or please don’t. Self fulfilling prophecy sucks balls.

Do I really have to learn how to drive? Can’t I just not drive? Driving skill is important in cases of emergency. Who would drive the driver to the hospital? Who drives the driver?

Will find time. Will learn how to drive. Will buy a car. And then can finally feel what it’s like to be stuck in traffic and cursing behind the wheel.

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Steve Jobs 1955-2011

Woke up to news of Steve Jobs passing away. @AP simply tweeted, “Apple said Steve Jobs has died.” Short and straight to the point. I knew he was sick but didn’t know he was on his deathbed. The day before Apple announced the iPhone 4S, a pimped out iPhone 4, better processor and camera. And Siri the talking personal assistant. I was crazy excited trying to convert my housemate Joyce to get an iPhone that night, so waking up to this news the next morning felt surreal.

Apple was a distant dream before I started working and earning. Each time I passed by an Apple store in a shopping mall I’d be testing out the MacBook wishing someday to own one. And now I do. Yeah I am in debt. And am still paying the monthly installment. Slowly but surely will pay it off. Point being, it was a dream, a niat, a wanting to have Apple in my life, and I managed to make it come true, on my own, with help from MasterCard.

So I have Steve Jobs to thank for my first foray into commercialism, or is it consumerism, and for teaching me to work hard to get what I want.

And that’s just about it.

Rest in peace. Sleep the eternal slumber. See you on the other side.

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Steve Jobs 1955 – 2011

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6 Bulan Bercinta

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Sebab kau bawa aku makan tempat sedap. Dan tempat itu someplace personal buat kau. Aku rasa happy sangat hari itu.

Petang itu juga aku ke pesta buku di PWTC. Aku carikan untuk kau Kamus Dewan. Dan Kamus Dewan Inggeris Melayu. Dan Tesarus.

Malam itu kita ketemu untuk ku hulurkan kitab-kitab aksara itu.

I don’t know if it’s the magic of that scrumptious brunch we had earlier or the sacred Kamus Dewan, or the fact that 23rd April is William Shakespeare’s birthday, but that night I felt blessed. That somehow all the things I had to go through in life, all of them had led me to you. And for that I’m thankful.

One Day At A Time

The thing about living your life one day at a time is that once in a while you’d get one of those blergh days that makes you wanna scream out ~Kaninaemachibailanciao~ to everyone on sight and then man, or woman, you’re screwed.

Because you can’t simply swear at people without a valid reason. That’s just plain rude. And barbaric. Swear words given out of context is a waste of energy and would only lessen the effectiveness of the swear word.

So what do you do when life gives you lemons and you’re tired of drinking lemonade for breakfast, lunch and dinner?

You blog about it.

You write.

Write away the blerghness and may these words travel all over the Universe and found peace. Preferably somewhere with a nice view of the ocean and the deep blue sea.

Somewhere like this.

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Addendum: Finalized my transfer. Hopefully can go back home to Kuala Lumpur. Sabah has been amazing. Now let the other fresh graduates experience her beauty and awesome people.

But am trying to be cool about this. Because the last thing I wanna do is put all my hopes into getting this transfer then tak dapat then menangis tak berlagu. Macam Kassim Selamat. Haru biru. Biru macam laut dalam gambar tu. Eh?

Oh well.

My Hobby Is

Today in my Year 4 class I did a lesson on hobbies. I gave my students a fill in the blank exercise. It went like this;

My name is ________ .
My hobby is __________ .
I like __________ because ___________________ .

It was more of a written exercise. I gave them sample answers to copy down and afterwards checked their books for grammar or spelling errors.

Then for the hell of it, without any ulterior motive, just for the sake of asking, I tweeted the above fill in the blanks exercise.

I’ve received responses from a number of awesome twitterers and I hope they won’t mind me sharing them here in this blog.

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Hobbies are activities you do during your free time. This was how I explained to my students what hobby is.

But after reading these responses, it made me realize hobbies are not just things you do to fill your time. Hobbies are passion spent on self improvement, or things you do to make you feel good about yourself, simple things like hiking, getting closer to nature and the universe would bring happiness, peace and tranquility.

Spending some time doing things that you love, for yourself, ME time, to give yourself a bit of a break from life, from work. Ain’t nothing wrong with that kan?

Whatever your favourite things to do in your free time, it is yours. And that is something __________ isn’t it?